Seems like a year ago I last visited this portal of words..In reality it has only been 5 months...The year has gone by so swiftly i must say... Just yesterday i was turning 25...I though it would be the year when all marvelous things would happen to me.. Indeed i have had some triumphant events but something still seemed to be lacking... why is it that we always tend to overlook what's right in front of us and focus all our energy on what we wish to be .....life is funny....
Just last year i had a best friend... and i mean a real best friend.. someone i confided in.. told everything... down to the t.. today.. we no longer speak..why... hmmm i would rather not go i into the clear-cut details, but it's a rather trivial reason..The reason I'm noting this is to prove a point... i can never understand why give so much appreciation to what we have , why some bonds which tend to look so durable can sever in the blink of an eye...
We never know when what we had today will be taken away from us... i have tried to embrace whatever happens to me... good or bad... its all a lesson, which by the way some of us refuse to learn from... not everthing in life is meant to be all fairy tales and glamour..
There are times we need to realise that we have to strive and work hard to get past those occurences... rejoice in the good moments and the bad for that matter...There are reasons for them.... not just coincidences..
After considerate talks and hearing of the book "The Alchemist" i decided to give it a read... no i did not go out to buy it but found this website with free ebooks... "thanks to google"...Indeed it was a wonderful book.. soooo inspirational.. soooo moving.. ..i think that was all i needed to finally realise that not only will disappointments come my way but it was up to me and me alone to decide whether or not i wanted to sit and stay in the situation or pick up and go... i chose pickup and go by the way...
Even if life is not 100% better.. it has improved... i no longer linger on negative thoughts.. at least not for too long..i definitely sleep better, have less headaches.. and i can surely say that i have had more fun this year than in tha last 3 and i'm try new things.. It feels damn good...
So... after all my ranting to whomever is gonna read this post... it's a rainy day... even if i hate the rain... maybeee it will bring me a few good surprises ...:)
Have a good week....revoir :
1 comments:
It's been over a month since you updated that Blog. How have things changed for you? Things can change so drastically in a short space of time and I am sure it would have brought positive changes to you.
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